flabbergasted

uh, more updates please! when you don't talk about something, it is as if you haven't done it. now that i am not talking about what i have been doing (a lot!); new designs, new characters, new scenes... you might think that i am actually sitting in front of my computer doing nothing. ahhh, the work that strips you off of the tiniest bit of time you have!

what the??

yeah, seriously what the??? i can't believe i have not been writing for almost a month! but i had good reasons not to. naah, that's a lie. in fact, i had no reasons, let alone good ones, to actually write anything. let's say i took a break from life where i went to and came back from canada, aand... i did some calibrations in the ways i'm thinking about life:D that's right. i was out of everything.

coming back was quite tricky, but eventually i was able to bring myself together. i'm now trying to have my bag produced (in a couple of weeks, hopefully!), working on the website (coming back to that one was reaally hard), doing a lot of reading and conceptualising new projects. if i work full throttle, i will barely make it to my planned deadlines to promote my stuff. just barely. all that calibrating stole a lot of time from me;)

as i get more ageful (let's say), i find it harder and harder to lose any time with indecision. ten years before, i had that luxury. but not anymore. and man, was i one indecisive person! these days, time is precious for me. so i need to speed it all up!! there is never enough of it. do you have time for everything you want?

such a happy little life

yesterday i made a quick research on different textiles. i will continue with some field study. hm.

i also watched revolutionary road. i am a little disappointed with the ending, but overall it was really nice. what an appropriate movie for me at this time of the year! have you watched?

speed of light

how come i buy some binoculars the same time i'm planning a great trip? believe me, it was great. in fact, that's why i've been absent. because of the binoculars. we travelled around so many lovely places. i can't quite swallow that it's over. (gasps)

need to have some courage

i will have to take one more step to the unknown. i have already decided what to do next. there is only a time that needs to pass until then. after that, i will have to face the harshness of freedom. freedom comes in such a high price, doesn't it?

la cabeza rota

i have to think like crazy. there will be an upcoming event and i want to do a demo! the problem is, i'm either too busy preparing lessons etc. or too tired to even move my finger. grrr! no matter what, i have to do it! i'm desperately in need of time to prepare a demo... can i have some 12 hours added to a day? or i can cut off 3 hours of my sleep maybe? no?

don't keep us waiting!

i have been asked to design my 3rd book cover! the problem is, first the book needs to be written:) that'll happen soon, i'm sure. or one day...

i've got a lot going on my mind. i have to prepare lessons like crazy. still i'm glad that i can find time to deal with my own projects. and feel depressed evey now and then:) it's important to have time to fully embrace depression. and to stare at the walls.

some nice photos coming soon! when there are no images, i hardly find anything to talk about. hmmm.

mind to change?

i have been talking lately about a blog makeover, since my website announcement(www.merictaylan.com). i try to squeeze in that to my 'to do' list, somehow. my first concept was something like this. buuuuut... since this is meric taylan's KITCHEN, not meric taylan's office, well, the concept should include some kitchen, right? i have some sinister ideas about this, hehe. not quite your usual kitchen, i might say. hm... this change of mind will cost me some time, but we'll see...

what do you think, should i stick with the 'office desk' theme? oh well, not fair. i'll send in the other theme first, then ask your opinion:) any comments are always welcome, as usual...