tervetuloa

if you look past the clouds, you will see a very, very snowy country below. that is finland. and that is where i am now. since i have come here, i want to sleep, sleep and sleep all the time. but i don't. hihi. adapting to yet another country. surviving in a different climate. seeing what is beyond the ice. let's play!

eyestrain purple

all of a sudden, some job becomes the most important thing in the world for a few days. you lose sleep over it, you become overly involved in it, you feel guilty for leaving it aside just for one minute, you get back pain because of stressing over it too much. you don't spend time with your loved ones-not one second-because this job is sooo important. and then, all of a sudden, nobody cares about it anymore. all that nervousness, all those nightmares. just for nothing.

insomnia

some days really knock you out. i slept from 8 pm to 8 am. i really couldn't get enough. yesterday practically i just went to some places and talked to some people. i had to argue with them, evaluate them, be evaluated by them, persuade them, calm them down, get them excited...three different sets of people, all in the same day. besides, i had to travel a total of four and a half hours. i'm not sure which part was more exhausting, though.

tomorrow i'll be on the road again. don't fall asleep on your laptops;)