dress code

when i work full-time, i envy freelancers. when i work freelance, i used to envy 'full-timers'. i think not any more. of course, i don't want to offend anyone, and i cannot say %100 that freelancing is my future from now on, but... i think it's my future from now on:)

with all its depressive moods, loneliness and not being able to self-motivate, with all its panic attacks (oh my, i will never be able to get a new job. i'm doomed forever.) with all its guilty feelings (nooo i'm not making enough money! -enough money for what?), with all the sloppiness that comes along with freelancing (honey, are you wearing pajamas again?), with all its social insecurities, i think it will be my way. i think i'm addicted to freedom, however great a price it comes at. did i just write that?