flabbergasted

uh, more updates please! when you don't talk about something, it is as if you haven't done it. now that i am not talking about what i have been doing (a lot!); new designs, new characters, new scenes... you might think that i am actually sitting in front of my computer doing nothing. ahhh, the work that strips you off of the tiniest bit of time you have!

eyestrain purple

all of a sudden, some job becomes the most important thing in the world for a few days. you lose sleep over it, you become overly involved in it, you feel guilty for leaving it aside just for one minute, you get back pain because of stressing over it too much. you don't spend time with your loved ones-not one second-because this job is sooo important. and then, all of a sudden, nobody cares about it anymore. all that nervousness, all those nightmares. just for nothing.