what the??

yeah, seriously what the??? i can't believe i have not been writing for almost a month! but i had good reasons not to. naah, that's a lie. in fact, i had no reasons, let alone good ones, to actually write anything. let's say i took a break from life where i went to and came back from canada, aand... i did some calibrations in the ways i'm thinking about life:D that's right. i was out of everything.

coming back was quite tricky, but eventually i was able to bring myself together. i'm now trying to have my bag produced (in a couple of weeks, hopefully!), working on the website (coming back to that one was reaally hard), doing a lot of reading and conceptualising new projects. if i work full throttle, i will barely make it to my planned deadlines to promote my stuff. just barely. all that calibrating stole a lot of time from me;)

as i get more ageful (let's say), i find it harder and harder to lose any time with indecision. ten years before, i had that luxury. but not anymore. and man, was i one indecisive person! these days, time is precious for me. so i need to speed it all up!! there is never enough of it. do you have time for everything you want?